Assalamualaikum.
I would like to talk about the day I got my pt3 results..
for starters I had a panic attack the previous night. I couldn't sleep, the fan bothered the hell out of me and I kept on listening to a few of my favourite tracks from Halsey and Lorde. (Yeah I know I should've listened to surah recitation from various ustaz, shaykh and so on. )
I felt like puking, I can't stop peeing and I can't stop checking the time.
wow, i was so calm (note the sarcasm)
and somehow I finally got to my senses and recited a few dhikir.
btw nobody could send me to school at that time so I was nervously anticipating at home. I checked my notification every now and then. I was so anxious I SKIPPED breakfast.
I locked myself inside my room and just waited and waited... Until a friend of mine announced that she got 4a's. I thought to myself 'she got really good results.".. think about it, a single A is 85.
By then I was sure I got 2A's...But then I got a few texts from my friends congratulating me.
they said I was the top scorers for pt3 at my school with 6A's.... WAIT WHAT??! I SCREAMED AND ALMOST CRIED. BECAUSE OF THAT 6A'S.. I THOUGHT THE BEST I COULD DO WAS 3A's. SO YEAH YOU COULD TELL HOW HAPPY I WAS. well simply because I didn't study, instead i wasted my time by binge watching movies.. so yah. Alhamdulillah. And it doesn't end there I got almost a total of rm300 from school and other programs because of my excellent results and I also got a scholarship which provides rm1000 like that... so ALHAMDULILLAH.
Yeah that's all i have to say k bye.
assalamualaikum.
signing off 26/8/2016 (10 months after the results)
